Wow, my day turned out way different than expected, on a positive note tho. fortunately for me, the people at the hiring event rescheduled so I didn't have to go on that mission. If I had, I wouldn't have had as much fun as I did today. Thank god for good people. I had a sudden spritz of spontaneity and hooked up w/ my boy Marz, rather "plotted" *coff coff*, lol. Fat shouts to MArz! We had donuts and did the whole melrose thing. He bought my favorite pizza from tomato pie, we had a chill time, and laffed it up.
I had quite the weekend, it was awesome. I re-met an old friend, still the same connection after all these years. it wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be. I can say i'm pretty beach'd out. I've been to the beach enough this weekend to last me..... another weekend, haha. Fun can sort of mask the unhappiness sometimes, I love that.
I'm pretty much in a funk, but I've been trying to be as optimistic as I can be, because i'm blessed and I know it could be a whole lot worse. To trip on the petty things should be the least of my worries, but it hurts. It kind of hurts when the people that tell you they're gonna be down 4 you, for life.. aren't there. All you have left is shallow conversation, and your connection is wearing thin, or rather dwindling on a string that could break at anytime. They're always down to hang out, but they don't REALLY care. You feel me? Then moms asking me "Where is __________? Damn, what happened?" lol. Theres always at least one time of year I go m.i.a for a while. It happens when whatever i'm doing, and people around me just become unfulfilling. Then everyone's like "Damn, where's Tj?". I'm pretty much about to be on my money. Mommy says "That's the best medicine". I'll see what happens.
In other news, it's memorial day morning, HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY. I'm about to head to redondo beach, NOT FOR FUN, or remembrance, but for a hiring event at this place, smh. Anything worth having, is worth working for (or trying, in my case). What do I have to lose? Wish me luck.
XoXo, Tj.
P.s:
Thanks to my readers.
I really like how people tell me they read up & 'listen' to me, in a sense.
I'm pretty much in a funk, but I've been trying to be as optimistic as I can be, because i'm blessed and I know it could be a whole lot worse. To trip on the petty things should be the least of my worries, but it hurts. It kind of hurts when the people that tell you they're gonna be down 4 you, for life.. aren't there. All you have left is shallow conversation, and your connection is wearing thin, or rather dwindling on a string that could break at anytime. They're always down to hang out, but they don't REALLY care. You feel me? Then moms asking me "Where is __________? Damn, what happened?" lol. Theres always at least one time of year I go m.i.a for a while. It happens when whatever i'm doing, and people around me just become unfulfilling. Then everyone's like "Damn, where's Tj?". I'm pretty much about to be on my money. Mommy says "That's the best medicine". I'll see what happens.
In other news, it's memorial day morning, HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY. I'm about to head to redondo beach, NOT FOR FUN, or remembrance, but for a hiring event at this place, smh. Anything worth having, is worth working for (or trying, in my case). What do I have to lose? Wish me luck.
XoXo, Tj.
P.s:
Thanks to my readers.
I really like how people tell me they read up & 'listen' to me, in a sense.
"CLOSURE"
noun, verb
1. the act of closing; the state of being closed.
2. a bringing to an end; conclusion.
3. something that closes or shuts
1. the act of closing; the state of being closed.
2. a bringing to an end; conclusion.
3. something that closes or shuts
Ryan Leslie-Rutgers in the rain
On me, I have dreams about this guy singing in the rain, lol.
This is dope. Risking a cold: that's passion tho, lol.
"Friday night, just got paid.."
I hung out with my girls.. we were so cute, haha. I was a bit skeptical to go out lastnight, I don't much do the Friday night thing, i'm more of a Saturday gal, but i'm so glad I went. Nothing went wrong. Nobody flaked, I wasn't left stranded, I didn't lose anything, I didn't get into a fight w/ anyone, and I was probably the only one completely sober so I stayed laughing. I'd say it was an A+ night. I seen a bunch of old friends, met some new ones to fux with, I got home around 2am, no pictures :-X
Happy Mother's Day to all
I hope everyone got to spend time or at least talk to their ma's. You never know how much time you have to make her feel loved before it's too late, TRUST, I know quite a few that wish they could chill with their's. R.I.P to all the homie's who's moms passed away. I find myself saying I "hate my mom" all the time when she pisses me off, but this lady grinds and sacrifices for me daily, and I don't know what I would do without her.
Happy Saturday
It's real pretty outside, I'm gonna enjoy it. I wont let anybody or anything ruin this day for me. Today I'm going dirt-biking with my boy, and then to Hallmark to get mother's/nana's day stuff. For what recently happened, I'd say i'm pretty solid, and for that reason, I can say that i'm progressing as a person. I don't feel the need to talk reckless, or dry diss. A wise-man said "to trust no one is to trust everyone equally", that's what i've always lived by. Make sense?
xoxo,
Tj.
P.S:
My readers/followers should contact me more often,
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xoxo,
Tj.
P.S:
My readers/followers should contact me more often,
check the links above.
A bit drastic, right?
If it aint broke, don't fix it. I mean, I could give two fucks about hair, it grows, but DAMN, ease it on us right? Don't go from jet black to piss blonde, or lovely locks to bald eagle. Now we have Brittany Spears & Hulk Hogan's wife, smh.
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