.Thoughts
.Bikes
.Euphoria
.Slurpees
.Afros
.iPods
.Smiles :)

But the weekend has not yet ended. It's Sunday afternoon and I was kind of debating on whether I wanted to spend it responsibly working on my Malcolm X paper, or hopping on the bus and doing my everyday traveling.. *sigh* I kind of made a decision, when I put my pants on a few minutes ago, lol. Gotta live a little.



Peace & Progress...

Self-Image

...means alot in today's society, well society period.

I would say i'm an average young lady, i'm not the ugliest, nor the flyest, but where my looks are lacking, I have intelligence to pick up the slack. I'm comfortable saying that because it's true.

Confession: Sometimes, I feel like im not pretty because I dont have fake hair & fake nails. I'm a nail biter, and getting my hair pressed isn't really my cup of tea, I just do it... because... idk?

I'm not the slimmest, the thickest, or the most glamorous, but I like getting glitzy just as much as the next girl.

I'd much rather wear some hightop J's, a nice pair of denim, and a hellz bellz tee than something from forever 21, although I do it anyway for the simple fact that it's expected of me, and it probably is more flattering.

I conform to everything I shouldn't, and I feel like a hipocrite when I tell my friends how beautiful they are with curly hair and no make-up but I do the opposite, because I don't think that look is flattering on me. I fall somewhere in the "in-between zone" in every aspect, and mediocracy is wack. Let's hope I find myself before it's too late, smack me if I don't.

While I was plotting on this post, I took some pictures of how I look "all natural". I don't wanna be a self-hater.. blah.

Let it marinate.

M & T, sittin' in a tree, L-A-F-F-I-N-G

This is the only person right now that I can say truly fulfills me, in the humor department. She can always manage to pull the idiot outta me, and make me act SO ignorant lol. They say laughing is the best medicine.

I'd have to agree.

"eh..eh..eh..eh..OWWW!"

Re-cap.

whoa, I haven't partied as much as i did from Wednesday to Saturday in months. I spent time with my extended family, my ace boon Cathy and our little cousin Alyssa tagged along (14yrs old but we didnt tell anyone :-X lol). Sinclaire celebrated a birthday! isn't it a blessing? Birthdays are special, they aren't promised. Am i a hipocrite? i'm somewhat of a hip-hop conniseur, but I jerks my butt off, no jokes liiiiike.. lol. I was dancing in cowboy boots, and it don't look pretty. I'm at home now tho, and I must admit it feels kinda foreign. I don't even wanna be here! I've gotten into the habit of being out, and i'm a home body usually.. but ahhh wthell it's spring break. I'm enjoying myself. My head WILL be back into the books crucially, i'm on a good path. I was tempted many ways within these couple of days (no comment) but I have to think about what i'm feeling, *sigh*. Happy Easter to all.. i'll be at Baldwin Hills park tomorrow bbq & softball w/ my folks. Come on by.



Peace & Love.

p.s... lack of posts right? my bad..
I peeped that :-X lol