The Cat's Meow: February 2009

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My weekend..

A blur..

(A good blur)..

I have everyone in my life

that I need.. and it just set in.

My life is pretty euphoric.

My grades are excellent.

I could brag about them all day,

im the biggest fuck-up you knew (past tense).

I seen my first "Cirque De Soleil" play;

it was awesome.

I've been getting my share of culture, im not yet full.

My money's been steady,

"Niggas is eatin".

My mom agreed to pay off my debt

to 'THE MAN' so that I can get my license haha.

Shit is breezy, no complaints/troubles from the emo-girl.

well, except for the question that remains "WTF am I gonna

do with my future?"

but fuck it, i'll count the chickens when they hatch, nahmean?

Lately, i've been so happy, it's been like "FUCK A BLOG"..

oh shiyett.. I forgot to mention my Ethiopian curls..

it looks like I have no hair.. I secretly wanna be bald,

but that wouldnt be very flattering now would it?

I hate hair, lol.

I'mma keep it like this for a while.

XOXO,

Tj.

Good Girl Gone BAD, haha

the real story of Chris Brown and Rihanna’s fight from a highly placed source in the Chris Brown's legal camp:

They were in the car leaving the Clive Davis party. While Chris was driving, he got a phone call from a young lady. Our source tells us that Rihanna knew that Chris had been messing around with this particular girl and she has, as of late, been the reason for many of their heated arguments. Rihanna got a glimpse of the phone, saw the name and number and immediately recognized who it was. She went ballistic and began to “beat the sh*t” out of Chris (while driving). She was so uncontrollable, that Chris began to fight back in self defense, which ensued the fight. Rihanna’s rage stemmed from Chris’ questionable fidelity in the last few months. Chris Brown has boarded a private plane headed to the East Coast. The move comes less than 24 hours after Brown was released on $50,000 bond for allegedly assaulting Miss Ri-Ri. Now aint that about a BITCH? lol.

cred:http://www.bossip.com/

Asher & Ryan

These dudes are so charismatic & original, like a breath of fresh air.. They're madd talented in my opinion. And, ANYONE that knows me, knows my kindergarten crush for Ryan is overboard, lmao. But, do I care? I think not.

My Loves *sigh*

Matters of the Heart

The ones that think with their minds live happily & make all the right decisions. Then, there's me, who always chose heart over mind, and me, always more likely to be displeased and unsatisfied, or bruised in the end. With that being said and acknowledged, why does it still feel like there's no doubt in my mind that my heart wont fail me in the end? The world is so cold. I am still left in the rain, standing with my heart clenched, in disbelief and denial, telling myself I made all the right decisions,even if I am quite positive I didn't. I could never be disloyal to myself, even if I am to be alone and heartsick. I might be hard-headed, a little dumb, but I refuse to be Numb. So I dont have a conscience, I dont deliberate or dilemma, I let my heart weigh it out.