People come in & out of my life like seasons, does that mean I'm a bad person or do I associate myself with weaklings? I found myself crying tonight about a tough situation, without a person to express myself to, and it really hurt me.
Who do you cry to when you're crying over the person you trust the most? Someone even said "so, whatta you expect me to do about that?" or some weak shit like that. I feel so alone in the world.
My mom says its all a phase, and it shouldn't phase me, but she's an asshole too, so I find it hard to take her advice. My grandma is selfish as fuck, and thinks the world owes her something. Maybe I'm another rotten apple off the tree, or maybe I've yet to find someone that can help me as a person, make me feel like there's always hope, doesn't toy with my emotions, and makes me feel at least HALF complete. I'm fucking tainted over here man, I'm scarred, LOL. I can sorda laff about it, because its so sad.
I always say: The key to emotion is to take nothing serious and it won't bother you, but that theory has failed me yet again, smh--
Blew up in my face, burned my eyebrows & shit!
-Peace
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