Im listening to gucci mane, iFeel like a trapper & stuff, lol. I had a long day-6hrs of work and such, mad tired, etc. I work tomorrow too, but i'm off just in time for fun, like always. This ish aint so bad, im making money. It feels good, but iNeed to learn how to manage it still. It's s000 hot man, that kinda kills my mood and makes me lazy. Plus, I have a mean pregnant mom here when I get home, BUMMER. My little brother is due in September, meanwhile my li'l sister is running around giving me gray hairs, haha. update: Ya girl will be whipping, amen. I hope walking/bussing to school is over for good! A car makes the day so much easier, many can feel me when I say that...in other news, Mr. Augustine is coming back to me for a lil bit in August, so thats something nice & positive, y@y.
Peace & Progress,
Tj.
lesbi-honest.
I couldn't have said it better myself. I have high respect for people that are confident within themselves. Took the words right outta my mouth:
lesbi-honest.
lesbi-honest.
Amen to that!
It's been quite a while since i've posted, couple weeks or so, im aware of that. I've been mad busy, but not busy enough to stay out the loop. (I've been skimming through everyone elses blogs, but haven't been posting). . . so what's the news? Anyone who talks to me on the daily knows how much i'd ragg on myself about not having a j-o-b, well I got it, and have been kinda m.i.a. As of now, i've been working 3-4 days a week, pretty solid hours. I went to summerschool for a week, couldnt handle it, I just felt sweaty, stupid, and broke. . . dropped it. On a better note, I've been having an abundance of fun. Things on the daily have been lookin' up for me. I was hoping that the summer season would bring a change, and i'm satisfied. Can I get an "amen!" ? So much shit has happened that blogging was kinda like that awkward silence that everyone hates in a conversation (ya know. . when do u say something? and what do you say?) I'm back off hiatus.
funny ass convo, haha:
me (10:25:00 PM): whats goin on?
xxxx (10:25:16 PM): ok like im goin 2 grad nite
xxxx (10:25:23 PM): nd im takin sum1 wit me
xxxx (10:25:47 PM): nd like we used 2 tlk wayyyyy bakk
xxxx (10:25:51 PM): but then stopped
xxxx (10:26:17 PM): nd now like uh i asked if she wanted 2 go as my guest 2 grad nite nd she said yea
xxxx (10:26:34 PM): but i thnk i wanna start tlkin 2 her again but i dnt noe how lol
me (10:26:53 PM): so whats the conflict?
xxxx (10:27:51 PM): idk if i shud pursue tlkin 2 her again
xxxx (10:27:59 PM): lol im kinda slow i guess =/
xxxx (10:28:29 PM): basically i want her 2 know im trynna tlk 2 her without lookin like a jackass
me (10:29:28 PM): just tell her you like her
me (10:30:04 PM): chicks act like they wanna move at a turtle's pace, but most likely they're waiting for you to be straight foreward
xxxx (10:30:43 PM): hmmmm
me (10:31:29 PM): yup
xxxx (10:31:44 PM): confusing
xxxx (10:31:50 PM): X/
me (10:32:25 PM): yeah, the opposite sex makes the world go 'round pal
xxxx (10:32:34 PM): lol
me (10:32:38 PM): can't live w/ 'em, cant live w/o 'em
xxxx (10:33:12 PM): yea but that makes tlkin 2 them so much fascinating
me (10:33:31 PM): damn right
xxxx (10:33:44 PM): lol
me (10:25:00 PM): whats goin on?
xxxx (10:25:16 PM): ok like im goin 2 grad nite
xxxx (10:25:23 PM): nd im takin sum1 wit me
xxxx (10:25:47 PM): nd like we used 2 tlk wayyyyy bakk
xxxx (10:25:51 PM): but then stopped
xxxx (10:26:17 PM): nd now like uh i asked if she wanted 2 go as my guest 2 grad nite nd she said yea
xxxx (10:26:34 PM): but i thnk i wanna start tlkin 2 her again but i dnt noe how lol
me (10:26:53 PM): so whats the conflict?
xxxx (10:27:51 PM): idk if i shud pursue tlkin 2 her again
xxxx (10:27:59 PM): lol im kinda slow i guess =/
xxxx (10:28:29 PM): basically i want her 2 know im trynna tlk 2 her without lookin like a jackass
me (10:29:28 PM): just tell her you like her
me (10:30:04 PM): chicks act like they wanna move at a turtle's pace, but most likely they're waiting for you to be straight foreward
xxxx (10:30:43 PM): hmmmm
me (10:31:29 PM): yup
xxxx (10:31:44 PM): confusing
xxxx (10:31:50 PM): X/
me (10:32:25 PM): yeah, the opposite sex makes the world go 'round pal
xxxx (10:32:34 PM): lol
me (10:32:38 PM): can't live w/ 'em, cant live w/o 'em
xxxx (10:33:12 PM): yea but that makes tlkin 2 them so much fascinating
me (10:33:31 PM): damn right
xxxx (10:33:44 PM): lol
This week of school felt like two! *phew*, I'm so happy it's the weekend! We did have a sweet ass field trip yesterday tho, lol. Go cart riding resulted in me waking up to sore thighs & a sore ass, which always sucks. I'm walking on pins & needles. School will be over within a couple of weeks! I'm student of the year, my family is proud of me. I'm starting to get back up.. I hopped off the "unfulfilled" bandwagon. I guess when I think of how good most things are actually going, I weed out the things/people that suck. I'm not happy bitching & complaining. I'm gonna stop expecting so much of things and just go with the flow. I'm gonna stop expecting so much of people and focus on myself & my situations. I'm gonna stop bullshitting with a lot of people.. losers that aint about nothing, that wanna hang out and shit, smh. From now on, I think i'm only hanging out with people that make me happy, and i'm pretty happy with what i've got as of now *cheese*. I took another one of my infamous "chances" (as I like to call it). I-D-K what I was thinking, but i'm anxious to see what happens (I wont reveal)... But if I wasn't spontaneous, I wouldn't quite be myself *wink wink*. Summer's coming up, I can hardly wait. It's grind-time.
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